Blognya Miss Findra

Last night was also a sleepless night, just like another Tuesday
nights before. I couldn’t sleep last night because I thought too much in the afternoon.
It started with a call from Mrs. Sapty asking me to replace her lecturing today
in Data Structure theory class. She sent me the ppt file, the material to teach
today. I decided to make my own ppt file, which I put pieces from her file, from
my note when I took Mr. Irya’s class 4 years ago, from practical module, and
also from internet. I spent hours to made it perfect, making me didn’t have
time to practice my speaking. It was 00.30 am when I went to my bed. My eyes
were so sleepy, but when I laid.. my mind was flying away to the moon and
stars, making me couldn’t sleep at all until the morning came.

I went to
campus at 7 am, starting my practical class together with my assistants. Time
flied..

8.00 am - my
heart started beating faster..

8.30 am - I
put off my shoes and tried to relax myself.

9.00 am - I was
shaking..

9.30 am - I took
the presence sheet and the classroom’s key.

9.40 am - I went upstairs, opened the door, and turned on
the devices. I was so confused because the table was locked in many parts of it.
There was about 60 pair of eyes stared at me. My sweat was in my entire body. It
was very hot temperature in the front, haha..

Before I started my class, I guessed the boys laughed at
me. Yea, right… Then I started to speak and interact with them. Everything
became easier, but not when I asked them to write notes. Some of them didn’t
write it until I walked near their table. Huff.. 2^nd session class
was ended at 11.50 am.. and the 3^rd was at 02.20 pm.

I think I’ve tried my best to teach today. You should give me
A+ for it.. Haha.. Just kidding.. It’s just OK, but it’s good for the first
shot. It was tiring, but I enjoyed it. And the class.. I think they loved me..
err.. at least, the boys did.. after I said that it was my one and only time to
teach ‘em this semester, they answered “noooooo, we want more…”, hahaha… Nice

I’m going to sleep now.. Have a nice dream.. xoxo!!